hola life.... i havent talked to you in awhile! LOTS HAS HAPPENED... i dont no how much i would credit it as important... but it is my life so ya never no. I am 18 now which means i am legal to smoke, vote, and get in trouble. i still work at rays where i am pretty much top of the line makin still only 6.25 but its like a family. i have become incredibly close with barb my manager. and thomas infact i have to work every monday and tuesday with them... heaven forbid i dont. As for everything else im just gettin through my senior year. today i got out of all classes to work on my multimedia presentation for FBLA with ms. v and now im sittin here on my bed avoiding my homework! i think i like this kid named Tyler Hood. I work with him and hes funny but i don't really know him... yet! I liked rj infact his name is in my passwords which is a major pain in the ass right now. i found out how annoying and bisexual and he actually is but he wont admit it because its against his religion.
but thats about it with life... except i dont no what i want to do with me life. and it just confuses and scares the crap out of me. I mean i can just think that in several months im going to be out there on my own and thats it byebyes to everyone. GOD DAMNIT i want a boyfried.... i also want a job like the one i have with better pay...i just dont want to leave i do but i dont... i want to be an accountant tho i no that for sure!! i could lie and say that im going to type on this thing everyday but i doubt i willi mean i hope i do but i cant guarentee nething.
tye and i got into a HUGE fight the other day... you know why becuase she thinks i dont appreciate her and i hate to break it to her but when im that close withsomeone i just kinda think that thank yous r implied and shit i dont no but i hate to break it to her i do just as much for her... but see she does thanks and hugs and im like k thanks but i dont no if isay it enough... jimmothy understands... which doesn't make anysense but he does. oh i also have a puppy her name is belle and i love her! so my brothers got into a fight last night and richard is like IM RIGHT 99% of the time and im like HELL no you are not... i of course did not say this but ya no i wish i could of i have to work tomorrow and sunday and sunday i work with THOMAS... which makes me happy cuz i have realized that i want a man just like him cuz if he was lets say 18 years younger... and wiht out a wife and kids him and i would prolly be together...:( which makes me sad cuz i love him that way but see i no nothing will ever happen cuz i mean lets face it AGE GAP... thats gross but it creeps Karlee out but noone gives a shit about her in fact she might be quitting which would make me happy!! see the thing is we got this new dresscode which you can only where white button down shirts and black or khaki pants. so we might be losing her and jerry and that just sucks but we will all get over it.
oh i forgot to tell you kelly is pregnant which makes me want a kid like sometimes i wish i could just work at rays all the time because its just so much easier... no hard decisons and it would be easier then this year in high school. what ppl doesnt understand is that i go to school and then o bam work so talk about double whammy!! so my fingers r starting to hurt...oh might i add that im on my new kick ass lap top.
Well lets see here YESTERDAY we started the PSSAs which were competely easy yesterday today was a lil tougher. Anyway yesterday i stayed after with jimmy for PJAS... so then i call tye and we go and pick her up and go to mcdonalds because Jimmy was paying. so we r eating n everything is going well but then tye spills her soda and jimmy goes to get her not wet and she was tryin to pick up the cup well it was the funniest thing ever!!! so then we go up to the game and let me tell you it was the biggest kick ass game i have ever seen but i must say that we lost. only by 9 points and it was so awesome. it was on the edge of your seat kinda game.!! besides that nothing really happened today!
i forgot to tell you that our school had a bomb scare the one day and we had to go home and everything it was very serious. it was about the racial problems in our school so we needed to become more diverse. and somehow taking out driving privileges away helped us. well lets just say that sucked i just recently got them back and im so happy!!!
i was just reading my old journal which is funny because i said such stupid things. like i liked sam and brian salak ok i found out he is GAY... lol and i even said i like andy thivierge can you believe that ernies brother... well anyway what im gettin at was that i realize how dumb i sounded when i wrote this crap well i didnt sound dumb at the time but now that i look back i think whoa.
well today nothin happened i mean we had a hilarious computer class again but that happens everyday now. and i gave ernie that note n hes like i dont want it but he put it in his pocket so if he reads it i dont no... hopefully he takes it out n doesn tlet his mom find it but if she does she wont understand it cuz its in piglatin n backwords and its not my normal writing so no biggie there. uh well im off cuz i have to work tomorrow at 9:30 to 6 which bites cuz its right in the middle of everything and i just dont feel like working tomorrow and!!! its suppose to snow tomorrow evening so i have a feeling its gonna be busier then HELL well im off night night... oh i think im gonna put all these documents on word n put them on a disc n stick them in my journal so i have them forever just incase this site ever falls down ya no well night night
Well i didnt write that letter to ernie because i didnt feel like doing it last night but TONIGHT I AM!! lol yesterday i watched american idol and did a whole lot of nothing but today... im watching my show then i am going to read and then homework and survivor and dancing with the stars!
So today started out like everyday only it felt like it should be saturday but its not so that sucks. but first period we got our ASVABS back which is a military test and i really didnt do well i got a 47 but i didn't try so i guess thats what i get. The rest of the day was going like usual except i had to write an essay in AP that really sucks and french shes like i want ur draft for tomorrow on this dumb ass essay and we watched the rest of this movie which was so sad because it has these lil chickens on conveyor belts n it was just depressing..:( so then i went to ms vs and at the end tye pulls out this jar of cheerios that she has and goes LOOK I HAVE CHERRIOS IN A JAR n then she looses control with of the jar and it goes on ms vs desk it was almost on there n then BOOM BANG it hits the ground n breaks it was the funniest thing EVER!!! n ms v goes WHY COULDNT U USE TUPPERWARE n then in the end she goes IF I GET GLASS ON MY REAR ooo... lol this is because the glass shattered on her chair...!
So now im sittin here doing nothing... tomorrow i have to get my check n prolly gas and then i have to watch kristi cuz she is having a lil friend over n her mom isnt going to be there. OMG i forgot to tell u im going to see BILLY JOEL hell yeah like one of my fav singers since i was 5 so im thrilled i got march 7th n then i have to go to school cuz march 8th i have science olympiad. well i think im gonna go now so talk to u tomorrow
